I always come here and complain, and I complain to others, and I am just so sick of myself. I understand if you're sick of me too. I don't know what else to do though. I know it's my own fault. I know there's nothing to do but help myself. But I keep making excuses. I don't know how to make the next step.
I wish I could just write a list of small goals and actually accomplish all of them. But why write a list if you know nothing will come of it? It's this never ending circle.
I don't know how to be okay and that scares me.
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