Go for it

I auditioned for my musical today. I sang in front of people. I've never done anything like it before. Last year I did not audition for a singing role. It's was such a weird experience but I do not regret it for a minute.

I signed up yesterday because I was very iffy about the whole thing, but then said fuck it and wrote my name at the bottom of the list and stressed about it for 24 hours.

I did something new.

I faced my fears.

I did not die.

I've been doing this quite a bit this year. Going out of my comfort zone. Because why the hell not? I don't actually have to be there, might as well do some crazy stuff. The audition itself was not flawless. I was nervous of course, but the physical nerves didn't hit until like 3/4 through the first song. Then I got a little shaky, but it was not horrible.

I think it's because I did not care. I do not care if I get a call back or get a big part, I just wanted to do it to say that I auditioned. The teacher was saying that out of all the kids in the school only a small few can say that they had the balls to get in front of people and sing, and that really stuck with me. People were also crying after. I did not. 

So go do something you wouldn't have done yesterday. Do something you couldn't imagine yourself doing last year. Do something and just say fuck it. I will not say YOLO, but it was implied, yes.

I really wanted to start rapping/singing No Diggity. Should I do a cover? I'm such a good rap-ist. (Parks and Rec reference to my homies).

Multitasking

This is a video of me singing and playing guitar to When You Were Young by The Killers on Rock Band! I did this a while ago but forgot to blog about it. And I didn't even do that well and I was playing on hard when I play this song on expert now! Whatever. Enjoy!

Starship

No, not the Niki Manaj song. I won't even look up if I spelled her name correctly.

I made this video a while ago and thought I might as well post it here! It's just a video of me looking cute in glasses and singing along to I Wanna Be (A Starship Ranger) from the musical Starship. You should go watch it is you haven't seen it. It's a Youtube hit. Anyways, here we are.

It was meant to be super random and I know I'm making a fool of myself. THIS IS WHAT I DO.

Casual Strangers

A documentary entailing the after school journey of many families. Commentary includes songs and varieties of comments. Enjoy, but don't get to angry if you don't.

Just a little something I did whilst sitting alone in my living room. I worked hard on this. I hope it makes you laugh at least once, and if it doesn't, I really need to rethink my life goals.

This was fun to make. It was also kind of fun to edit. Maybe I will make more videos like this, that is if you like them. So tell me! Let me know!