Still

Everyone's moving on with their life.
Everyone took a step in the right direction.
You stood still, waiting for something to happen.
You stood still, waiting for the world to catch you.

They seldom look back.

Listen to your sad songs.
Write your dumb poems.
Feel the warm tears.

Nothing helps.
Nothing changes until you do.

Take the leap.
Take the jump.
Take the dive.

Just take a step.


I want so much out of life. I want to do so many things. I have so many dreams. So many huge dreams. But I don't do anything. I feel like I can't do anything. I feel like I can't deal with anything anymore. Everything is happening so fast. Again. I'm going to just shut down. I can't just shut down. I don't know what to do. I never knew what to do.

Nothing's going to change. I am what I am. I am nothing.