I am

I am not a happy person

I am not the flowers and sunshine that put light on your face

I am not a simple person

I am not that caterpillar destined to grace the Earth with new wings

I am not a optimistic person

I am not a bird ready with wings to soar

I am a thinker

I am a dreamer

I am an observer

I am in the darkness hoping the rays of life will not skip past me

I am hoping you will not need to share yours

I am willing to let you keep them

I am willing to stay in the dark

I will never be that happy person

I will never put light on your face