So, I've been doing new things that I don't usually do this summer. This is not a breakthrough, because some of the things are not good at all. I don't know what it is, but I guess it's good to get out of your comfort zone. It's the only way you learn anything. If you're stuck in the pattern then you go crazy. If you branch out from the pattern, you could end up even more fucked, but at least you learned something.
I should write a book. I really should. Hmm... It would be called 'The Normal Life of a Non-American, Non-Call Girl, Sexually Frustrated, Delivery Person"
No it wouldn't.
Everything has just been weird lately and I hate thinking that there is so much summer left and what else is going to happen and where else is it going to take me because I honestly don't think I want to go.
Everything still makes me feel awful.
People make me feel awful.
And I keep telling myself to breath and move on because there are people out there dealing with way worse shit than you, but no matter how small you are, if something is affecting you personally, than I guess it's the most important thing because in the end, all you got is you.
In the end, all you have is yourself to worry about.
Just a girl that's still unequipped for the real world, but working on it; one blog post at a time.
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Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Award Season
Award season has hit off with the Golden Globes of course. I love award season because, as you probably know, I am a celebrity obsessed nut ball with certain famous people. Someone should seriously secretly film me while I am watching one. It's hilarious. Anytime Tina comes on especially. I freak out a little bit and by little bit I mean a whole lot. The phrase, "Marry me and have my children," seems to come up a lot while I'm watching these shows.
I also make acceptance speeches. I honestly can't help myself. Throughout the commercials I just sit there and talk to myself as if I am talking to the ballroom and holding my very own Globe. Insane, right?
I just enjoy it. I love events where celebrities get together, like for Betty White's birthday. That was wonderful. I of course thought of a birthday speech for her too, but I am going to talk about this speech thing at my next meeting with my shrink.
It's just so crazy that someone can live to be 90. My Great Nana lived to be 97. My Nannie is going to be celebrating her 80th birthday in a couple weeks. And here I am at 17. I just wrap my brain around it. Around the unknown, around the future, around getting old.
For now I am just going to keep watching these award shows, keep writing these speeches, and keep dreaming, because what else am I going to do for 80 years?
I also make acceptance speeches. I honestly can't help myself. Throughout the commercials I just sit there and talk to myself as if I am talking to the ballroom and holding my very own Globe. Insane, right?
I just enjoy it. I love events where celebrities get together, like for Betty White's birthday. That was wonderful. I of course thought of a birthday speech for her too, but I am going to talk about this speech thing at my next meeting with my shrink.
It's just so crazy that someone can live to be 90. My Great Nana lived to be 97. My Nannie is going to be celebrating her 80th birthday in a couple weeks. And here I am at 17. I just wrap my brain around it. Around the unknown, around the future, around getting old.
For now I am just going to keep watching these award shows, keep writing these speeches, and keep dreaming, because what else am I going to do for 80 years?
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